Once More With Feeling.: Archive

Today I had a breakdown

…or maybe it was a break through. It’s day eight of being confined to the adjustable, hard, uncomfortable hospital bed. The only times I get up from the bed is to urinate or pick up the remote. My nurses ask if I need anything and I never do, but I ask for morphine every time. They bring it as if I’m actually In pain. But I am in pain. Emotional pain that morphine can’t...

Jan 29th

9 loves

1. I love driving. There’s nothing better than driving with no specific destination. Turning on unknown streets. It’s when I feel free and do most of my thinking. 2. I love Writing. Short stories. Random rants or thoughts that begin with one thing and end on a completely different thought. I’m currently working on a book. 3. I love literature. Lit class has always been my...

Jan 29th

10 Secrets

1. I creeped on your tumblr and now I wish I could take you on a date… 2. I plan to transfer to a school in New York, where I believe I belong. 3. I hate most of my friends. I just tolerate them. 4. I know who I will try keep in touch with after graduation. Everyone else can suck it. 5. I’m going to try to leave sex out of my next relationship for a long time. 6. When I’m at...

Jan 27th

10 Day Challenge

10 Secrets 9 Loves 8 Fears 7 Wants 6 Places you want to go 5 Foods 4 Books 3 Films 2 Songs 1 picture of yourself

Jan 27th

to be again

airshipsandwaves: Maybe it’s the weather warming briefly or that I’ve actually noticed the skyline again, but I feel I’m almost ready. Maybe it’s that I haven’t been out in the snow or that I’ve been able to wake on my own, without stress and an alarm clock. Maybe I’m almost ready. I could be. Because there are times when I think I could be good, I could love someone. Maybe once more, with one...

Jan 25th

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Love Horoscopes make me sick.

Today: Don’t hold back unnecessarily today. Your loved one knows how you feel about them deep down, but would love to hear you say those words, which mean so much to them. Accompany this with a thoughtful gift, and perhaps a romantic meal for two, and you will have made them truly happy. Which has to be a very pleasant way to spend the day. Yes, that would be a very pleasant way to spend...

Jan 20th